My Little Baby

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 I sit here looking through old photos, toys, and memories.
I look at you as you grew, and I think,
Where did my baby go?
 
My little girl, so grown up with a mind of her own.
I miss the days of snuggles and rocking you to sleep.
I miss your giggles and your nonsense words.
 
I can’t stop you from growing,
and I can’t stop you from getting hurt,
but mommy will be here no matter what.
 
Loving you and snuggling you,
just like I did when you were my little baby. 
You will always be my little baby girl.

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Ramblings of a Chaotic Mind (NEW BOOK)

Ramblings of a Chaotic Mind
This is a collection of poems, thoughts, short stories, and art. I hope you enjoy them.

Many of my poems might be dark and depressing, but writing is how I cope with things life throws at us. When I’m frustrated, hurt, and sad, I write. It helps me cope with my feelings though not every poem will fit this description most of them will.

I write on a slew of subjects; motherhood, family, miscarriage, children, raising children and many more. Sometimes moms get into a competition of who’s the better mother or who has the best kids, whose job is hard, and that mindset helps no one. I promise to be as real as I can, hoping the things that have challenged me can help someone else.

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Left Adrift

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Do you ever feel pointless?
As if you mean nothing to others.
You are left adrift with your life as others move on.
Stuck in a rut, of endless doubt. 
You doubt everything but most importantly you doubt yourself.

You try to move on but the seed of doubt stays with you.
It grows and grows until it has infected everything you are. 
So you are left to drift, on your own. 
While others move on, you wander aimlessly, wondering why.
Why did they leave me?
 Why am I left drifting?

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Women Need to Support Other Women

Women rarely support each other.  It is hard to find women that support each other.  

When I was in school, kids bullied me.  My mom was the sick mom with cancer and we didn’t have a lot of money, My clothes were old and torn. Since then I had low self-esteem.

I found later that writing was something I loved. And when I found Roleplay,  I made friends fast, and I didn’t believe it. Someone told me I was their best friend, and I took a long time to believe it. Because who wants me as a best friend?

When it comes to Role Play, it seems a lot of women think they must be the center of attention.  In a role play, you can be anyone you want to be. I find people change who they are and use fake profiles because they are not happy with themselves.

Role Play is best when you let people be creative. We’ve had some awesome plots that were not created by admins. My friend Breen created two plots that were amazing. I know will blush if she reads this but its true. 

Women should be supporting each other and encouraging each other. We should take a step back and allow others to have the spotlight on them.

Of course, this goes beyond writing and role-playing and into everything we do. Women need to support each other and lift each other up instead of tearing each other down.

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Watch “Nancy Ann” on YouTube

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Anyone have a YouTube channel. This is mine, follow and subscribe and I will follow you back.

I am just starting mine out. Cant wait to see what you have done with your.

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I Lost a Friend Today

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I Lost a Friend Today
I lost a friend today.
I should feel sad,
But I don’t.

I lost a friend today.
I should be sad, 
But I am glad.

Words were exchanged,
And I held my own.
Words were exchanged,
And I held my own.

No matter who you are,
There is a time and a place.
Friends should support others.
Those closest to you, should support you.
When they don’t it is time to remove them from your life.

Everyone in your boat may not be rowing for you, but against you.
As your success grows, their loyalty fades.
They would rather push you down, then see you succeed.

So today I lost a friend,
And I am happy!

But I wish it were easier to make and keep friends. 
Maybe there is something wrong with me.

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Homemade Disinfectant Wipes

Ingredients

Instructions

  1. Cut your paper towel roll through the middle with a serrated knife.
  2. Flip them over and stick into a jar or previous Lysol/Clorox wipes box.
  3. Mix the water, rubbing alcohol, and dawn dish soap.
  4. Pour around the edges of the paper towel roll. Let it soak in for 2 minutes.
  5. Pull the middle paper towel roll out and throw away. Now you can pull from the middle.
  6. Store in a closed container with a lid.

Spray


Ingredients for Natural Disinfectant Spray

1 – 4 oz glass spray bottle or trigger spray bottle

70% + Isopropyl Alcohol or 140 proof or higher Vodka

10 drops of hydrogen peroxide. Hydrogen peroxide was effective with a concentration of 0.5% and an incubation time of 1 min.

30 drops of essential oils (any one you like.)


Here are some good ones:

Tea Tree / Melaleuca – Antibacterial, antifungal, antiseptic, antiviral.

Lavender – Antifungal, antihistamine, anti-infectious, antimicrobial, antiseptic

Orange – Antiseptic

Cinnamon -Antibacterial, antifungal, anti-infectious, antimicrobial, antiseptic, antiviral

Clove – Antibacterial, antifungal, anti-infectious, antiparasitic, antiviral, disinfectant

Eucalyptus – Antibacterial, anti-infectious, antiviral

Lavender – Antifungal, anti-infectious, antiseptic

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Everything Ends

Everything must come to an end.
No matter how much work has been done.
No matter how much time has been given.
Everything must come to an end.

Sadness envelopes me as it ends.
A chapter of my life, which has gotten me through so many challenging times.
All of my work is gone in an instant.
Friendships, stories, development gone.
Where do we go from here, and how do I overcome this crushing defeat?
All things end, but I wish they didn't have to.

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It Makes Us Weak

Anxiety makes us weak, and it costs us so very much.
It binds us to a way of thinking and holds us down.
It keeps us questioning and debating. 
It makes us weak. 

Self doubt makes us question everything people say to us.
Do they really like us or is it just a front?
Do people mean what they say or do they grow tired of you?
It makes us weak.

When they see you for who you are, they never like what they see.
Are you a bad person? Unpopular or just unloved?
They say one thing but in reality mean another. 
When you learn the truth you realize how little people care. 
Does this make you weak? No, it makes you wise. 

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