I am the one that everyone forgets.
They say they don’t, but they do.
They say we missed you
But they don’t talk to me.
As soon as I come in, everything stops.
Am I a killjoy?
Do they just say they miss me because that’s what they are supposed to say?
How do you know someone is genuine?
Because I just feel completely useless and forgotten.
And if I didn’t talk to them for weeks on end, it won’t matter.
I’m an outsider watching them.
I’m a loser sitting by myself.
And I don’t know what to do.