42

 

42, it rings in my ears at each age

Growing closer at each step

At age 11 it was a distant number

but now sitting at 41, the horror sets in.

 


An age that was once so far away

now sits on my doorstep

Will the same fate befall me?

Will my kids lose everything, all in one day?

 

 

One long dreadful day

It felt like the sun would never rise

and my heart would never mend.

 

 

The hole in my heart and

The despair that I would never

See you again.

 

 

All the things you missed.

All the times I needed you.

All the times I tell my kids.

Who you are, so they know,

And love you as much as I do,

But they will never truly know!

 

 

Oh, this horrid age,

The despair comes back and the fears.

Will my kids live without me,

As I lived without you.

 

 

A mother’s worse fear and a daughters reality.

 

 

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To Keep a Promise

 

 

Promise

 

A promise is something sweet,

A caring gesture of friendship and love.

 

Sincere thoughts and a heartfelt vow,

A pledge of honor and faith.

 

When promises are broken and friendships shattered,

What once was in your heart is now blackened by lies.

 

How far do you go to recapture that trust?

What will you do to regain that love?

 

The vow and the faith you once had,

Why do you keep your promise when others do not?

 

Should you mend something that is broken?

How do you fix The friendship all in ruins,

A trust that is a dilapidated mess?

How far will you go to keep a promise of a friendship long gone?

 

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