I think I have been unfair. If everyone around me leaves me, maybe I am the problem. I should not take it out on you. You fight for the friends you want and I am not one of them. I was angry that you didn’t fight for me, but I am not worth it. Please dont come back and say oh but you are. I know I am not. You fought for ohters but didn’t fight for me. It took me a long time to realize that I am the issue.