I am learning a lesson which I never wanted to learn
It hit me like a sack of bricks.
Breaking my heart as it pounds.
When people wrong others,
They will wrong you too,
know they won’t change.
I always wanted to believe people can change for the good.
I wanted to believe there was good in all people.
I wanted to believe the apologizes.
I wanted to believe the vows of friendship.
I had something they wanted,
so for that time, I was their friend,
or what they think a friend is
When I have nothing to offer but my friendship,
they were gone.
And I am left broken hearted
and cursing myself for trusting them.
Feeling myself crumble under the bricks
Tears are all dried up now
It hit me like a ton of bricks
I never saw it coming.