I am learning a lesson which I never wanted to learn before. It’s been hitting me like a sack of bricks. Breaking my heart as it pounds.
When people hurt you, and they hurt others, they won’t change. I always wanted to believe people can change for the good. I wanted to believe there was good in all people. I wanted to believe the apologizes. I wanted to believe the vows of friendship.
All lies. I had something they wanted, so for that time I was their friend, or at least that is what they wanted me to believe.
When I have nothing to offer but me, they are gone. And I am left broken hearted and cursing myself for trusting them.