So on October 31th, 2008 I miscarried my first baby. The baby stopped growing at 7 weeks 2 days and I starting miscarriage at 11 weeks 2 days. (Didn’t know I lost the baby until then.) On Thursday I was 11 weeks 2 days and felt the baby for the first time. God is good! After you miscarry you have a strange fear of losing your about losing your baby again. I don’t have an ultrasound until December 12, so the waiting seems like forever. Becasue I am 35 I have to go to a hihg risk doctor for the ultrasounds. The last two days i have felt so sick with moring sickness. Not that I like that but it means that the baby is okay. I predict that the baby is a boy because I feel a lot like I did when I was pregnant with Van. Though Zelda is hoping for a sister. I will be counting down the days until my ultrasound but it was comforting to feel the baby, even if it was just for a second.